You haven’t lost yourself.
You stopped listening to yourself.
Get clear on who you are at a soul level.
Get aligned with your core truth.
Gain confidence in your inner knowing and intuition.
On the outside, things look fine, maybe even really good.
But somewhere along the way — between the years of showing up for everyone else, decisions to keep the peace instead of rocking the boat, the parts of you you quietly hid — you lost your connection to yourself.
You’re exhausted in a way that sleep doesn’t fix. You overthink decisions that should feel simple. You say yes when you actually mean no. And then one day you look in the mirror and wonder: when did I stop knowing what I truly want in life?
This isn’t a confidence problem. It isn’t a lack of knowledge problem. It’s a disconnection to your truth problem — and there’s a way back home.
You already know. You’ve always known.
You stopped trusting in your small voice that eventually became quiet.
That inner knowing — your intuition, your soul’s voice, your own deep inner wisdom and guidance — never left. It got buried under the years of absorbing other people’s energy, other people’s expectations, and other people’s versions of who you should be.
My work is about helping you clear the static and outside noise so that you can hear your Higher Self speak again. Fully. Without second-guessing your senses.
Maybe you’ve done the personal development work — read self-help books, enrolled in courses, gone on retreats, done countless hours of talk therapy — and yet something still feels like it’s missing. Like you’re spinning your wheels and stuck in the same patterns, no matter how much work you do.
Maybe you are an empath and a Highly Sensitive Person who absorbs everyone’s energy around you, and somewhere along the way, you stopped knowing where they end and you begin. So you make decisions from anxiety and the need to keep the peace, not from your inner yes or no, but from fear of making emotional waves.
If you’re fully honest, you’ve been performing a version of your not-self for so long that you don’t even know who the true version is anymore.
You know there’s something deeper available to you; you feel and sense it. You’re spiritually curious, you’ve caught glimpses of it, but don’t fully trust what comes through. You see it but can’t quite name it. So you keep looking outside of yourself for the answers that were always within you.
I want you to know that you’re not broken. You’ve been programmed. I know, because I once lived completely disconnected from my own truth.
The Moment I Realized that Knowing Better Didn’t Mean Doing Better
I built a life that was admirable from the outside. Successful businesses grossing millions. A beautiful family. My dream home on a gorgeous midwestern lake in Michigan. But inside, I was empty, burnt out, and completely closed off from myself and my truth.
The patterns run deep; my life is proof of that. My body attempted to wake me from my sleep at age 30. Ten days on life support and an NDE, but I went right back to living in constant chaos and disconnection. Fast forward 8 years, a meeting with a young psychic at a yoga festival that cracked me wide open to being seen for who I truly was.
What followed wasn’t a clear path to transformation and alignment. It was a winding road of self-discovery fueled by my psychic gifts, a willingness to change my beliefs, the wisdom of Shamanic practices, and access to the Akashic Records, which catapulted me onto my highest soul path.
I finally realized… what we need isn’t out there in another workshop, podcast, or book, but what resides as a simple truth within us. It’s just a matter of accessing that truth, learning to trust it, and moving from that place of full embodiment.
I can help you with this shift.
What is Soul & Mind Alchemy?
I call this work soul & mind alchemy. It is the integration of your inner world and your deepest truth – using intuition, Akashic wisdom, and soul-level healing through subconscious rewiring to reconnect you to the woman you’ve always been. I work at the soul level and mental level at the same time, because they aren’t separate things.
The journey: four phases, one continuous unfolding of truth. This isn’t a menu of services. It’s one integrated 16-week journey where each phase builds on the last. We’re not fixing what’s broken — we’re remembering what’s true and releasing what was never yours to carry.
We begin by rebuilding your relationship with your intuition and inner knowing. You can’t fully receive wisdom from your Higher Self if you don’t trust in what comes through.
Then we go deeper: rewiring the subconscious beliefs and survival patterns that have been running the show. I use somatic practices, nervous system work, and a comprehensive Akashic Record reading to establish your soul-level baseline and reveal the root of what’s kept you stuck.
In the third phase, we do the most sacred work: soul-level healing, soul retrieval — the moment I love most — I teach you to access your own Akashic Records. The shift from receiving guidance from me to sourcing it from within yourself. This is where self-reliance becomes real.
Finally, you’ll learn how to integrate what you’ve learned. You leave with a personal practice, a loving boundary-setting framework, and a self-trust decision-making process you can use in any situation — for the rest of your life. This is where you learn how to honor your truth every day. Not just as an idea but as a real-life way of living.
Your intuition and your psychic abilities are not separate from one another. Intuition feels more acceptable, while psychic seems woo-woo and out there. Once you learn how your intuition speaks to you, the more accessible your gifts become.
The free Soul Signal Assessment reveals your intuitive and psychic advantage. Understand how you can use it to make aligned decisions and to empower yourself to live according to your truth.
Ready To Come Home? Two Ways To Move Forward:
Take the assessment: If you want clarity now, take the assessment. In 5 minutes, you’ll discover your intuition’s primary language and how it communicates to you, along with the spirit animal that best describes your ability.
Have a conversation: If this landed for you, I’d love to hear what’s coming up. Let’s have a real conversation about where you are and whether working together is the next aligned step on your path.
👉 BOOK A CALL
No pressure. If I don’t think we are a fit, I’ll tell you that too.
What People Are Saying About Working With Me
A little more about me….
Hi, I’m Nikki, a former people- pleaser and perfectionist turned Soul Teacher, Transformation Guide, and Akashic Records Channel who prioritizes alignment over abandonment.
I work with spiritually seeking women who have achieved external success but feel internally empty and disconnected from themselves after a lifetime of shape-shifting. By combining Akashic Record wisdom, subconscious rewiring, and shamanic healing, I help you reconnect to your inner wisdom and remember your power so you can live life on your own terms, with ease and flow, guided by your intuition.
I created Soul & Mind Alchemy — the exact system I wish I had 5 years ago — to help people rewrite the story to empowerment, trust, and alignment. Something they never thought was possible but was always available.
Ready to See What’s Been Holding You Back?
Your intuition is always speaking to you. The volume has just been turned down. Learn in which way it speaks to you most. Take the quiz and discover it now.
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